When in all honesty, a part of me of was lying. It scares me so much.
Making friends was never easy for me, and ever since I found out, I had to deal with this bullshit
Just because of who I am;
I might lose job opportunities, people judge me without getting to know me first, I might become an outcast, I might lose friends, I might lose my family, I might just lose everything in the end.
I didn't expect everyone to know, people I don't even know, they know now.
And I just can't keep up with this any more, I can't keep list of everyone who knows,
And the people who don't know. Half of the time I can't even be myself.
I just don't know what to do any more.