The watermark on the picture is really ugly.
But I guess if you don't want to get ripped you have use it.
I just want it to be winter again, because it's nice and cold.
And people won't ask why I'm sad as much anymore,
Winter makes a lot of people sad, but I feel slightly happier.
No doubt I have no clue who I am, what I want to be,
Who I want to be, I've known that for a while,
I've told my friends, my family, everyone when they ask me.
"What do you want to be when you get out of school?"
I might have said veterinarian or maybe something medical,
But honestly I really don't know, and that scares me so much.
Really I don't know much about myself, nothing, nothing at all.
I don't mean the outside husk which is hollow and fake.
But what's inside, I don't know who you are, what do you want?
Please tell me who you are, what you want to achieve in your life.
I wonder if you read this at all, but if you do or someone else does.
I've blocked you, everywhere, I really don't know why, it was just,
Spontaneous one might say. I have enough scars to deal with,
I really don't need another one from you, but it's weird.
I don't feel pain or sadness these days, just loneliness.
Maybe I've gone numb.